Broken

Never have I experienced this feeling. There she is. She glides through the tall grass like a gazelle. The wind blows past her as if the gentleness of her skin soothes the very air itself. She smiles. Oh how beautiful her smile. Perfect white teeth that are straight as can be. Her skin is of a light brown shade that only princesses and goddesses of legend possess. And her hair... black and sheik as night. That look in her eyes. I can tell she wants me just as badly as I want her. I have to have her. She runs in a teasing manner and I chase with such desire and longing. Oh how I love the chase. 'Stop running' I say to her. But she smiles and continues on. I grow tired and she comes to a stop. 'I've missed you.' Her voice pierces my heart like a frozen dagger. 'And I've missed you. God how I've missed you.' Here she comes. She leans in toward me and I slowly and naturally let my eyelids close themselves. The moment right before the kiss is one frozen in time. Its a second that lasts a millenia in its own time and place. Its a moment filled with sparks of electricity and a rush of pleasure from the follicles in my hair to the heels and toes of my feet. Everything comes to a complete halt.
And then... an explosion! The kiss that makes everything else in the world disappear. Every moment our lips touch is a taste of heaven, for only angels must be able to experience this. It seems like this moment will never end. The world has finally given back. Im alone with the woman I love - now, and 'til the end of time.
And suddenly, something does not feel right. I begin to grow cold. I quiver and then I focus on her eyes. She can do nothing more than stare. 'Im sorry baby...' I can't feel my legs. I can't speak. All I could do is think. 'No. Please. Don't.' Her eyes turn completely black and she is ripped away from me. I scream but no sound emits from my mouth. The tears streaming down my eyes freeze and my eyes are iced shut. I can hear her. Her cries slowly fading into the cold dark emptiness and I am left all alone. I cannot think anymore.

I open my eyes and look around me. Its a familiar place. Yes. This is my room. This is my home. I am awake now. I turn to my bedside desk and rest my eyes upon the framed photo beside me. I stare into her eyes. Those beautiful big brown eyes. Im filled with both anger and sadness. I've missed her. God, how I've missed her.